So you really think you can change the world, huh?
Mood:
accident prone
The first couple days of blogging were a bit depressing because I didn't get any feedback in any form at all. I think that's why I likened blogging to throwing your voice out into the void. Sort of like, does a keystroke make a noise if no one's there to read it?
Well, apparently, one or two blokes/chaps/buggers have been frequenting this poop-colored page and even enjoying it. In fact, a friend of mine named Ed did something that I hope more readers do in the future - he called me out on a post. In other words, he wanted me to clarify something I said earlier. This is exactly why I started writing a blog - so people would force me to back up my blabbering. His questions, based on my blog's genesis, were:
1)How can your juggling impact the world in a positive way (as I suggested)? and
2)What good is an unforgettable theatrical experience?
Wow. I literally just took a 30 second pause to stretch. You think I'm joking. These are tough questions but I'm glad Ed called me out on them and I'm going to do my best to answer them.
First, how can my juggling (or yours) impact the world in a positive way? The answer's not simple and i think I will probably fail a lot while trying to accomplish this lofty goal.
I view juggling primarily as an art. A form of art. A specific medium through which art can be expressed. In my opinion, art is extremely intimate. Therefore, it is often difficult and frustrating to come up with any sort of statistics on how art is positively impacting the world. Right? After seeing the movie, "You, Me, and Everyone We Know" I was immediately inspired to start connecting with people more. That week alone, I started calling lots of friends that I had lost contact with. Because of some of those phone calls, certain friendships have been renewed.
BUT...neither the movie's screenwriter nor any of the actors in it know that that movie had such a positive effect on me. And neither do my friends. I didn't want to tell them that it took a movie to get me to call them. I wanted them to feel (because partly it was - I just needed the right impetus) that it was out of missing them that I called them.
So my point is that juggling as art in a theatrical setting can affect hundreds, even thousands, but on so many unique, intimate levels that it is impossible to ever gauge the effect you have had with your juggling.
So, as long as my juggling deals either with impressing people or self-expression, my impact on the world, whether great or small, will be largely underrecorded and difficult to calculate.
UNLESS you deal with inspiration, which to me is a force to be reckoned with. How many people who have seen me perform live or on video have gone on to train harder or to try something new they might never have tried? It goes both ways. My juggling routine at Philly Fest in 2003 would never have existed without the inspiration of Viktor Kee. Remote inspiration again, of course, unknown to him. I have had many people come up to me at festivals and juggling clubs all over America and tell me how a certain video or performance inspired them to either start juggling or to explore new territory and technique. Inspiration is also hard to calculate, but less so than other emotional consequences of your art. People are more likely to tell me that a routine inspired them to start juggling than they are to tell me that a certain routine made them remember an old relationship, even if both are true.
Wow, all that writing and we're still having a hard time visibly affecting the world? Damn, this is hard. Don't go though - stay with me.
So what is the next step? Analogy! Some of you aren't going to like this one, but it works and it works well. I currently work for a company named FoodPlay productions. They tour a show to elementary schools which uses juggling as an analogy for healthy (and sometimes unhealthy) eating. During the show, I juggle five balls to impress upon kids that they should eat five fruits and vegetables every day. I do the yo-yo trick to demonstrate the ups and downs of being on a mostly sugar diet. And yes, I even eat the apple (get over it) to show what good foods can do for you. This may cause some jugglers to groan but this stuff works. The inherently visual-kinetic power of juggling is undeniable. It takes words, thoughts, and ideas that may otherwise be abstract and makes them comprehensible, even to young minds.
I recently performed and am still working on a piece that deals with relationships, especially with the one person in your life that you can't shake off, for better or for worse, no matter how hard you try. Like a good actor, the piece isn't necesarily about me - that can slowly begin a slippery slope to onstage therapy. (Every love song is NOT personal.) But it definitely has a personal touch to it - my goal in performing it is to use juggling as a visual analogy for something that many people out in the audience may be feeling either now or in the past. The analogy is in a ball that is attached to a string around my neck. All the patterns in the piece deal with the special properties of this one ball being able to swing freely from my neck, even when it is dropped.
Does anyone else cringe when they hear about a juggler making way too much money to appear at a corporate retreat and teach stuffy businessmen time management skills with the use of juggling? I roll my eyes as well but that's because I'm a juggler. To a stuffy businessman, the use of juggling to explain time management may just be exactly what he needed. Who am I to judge the effect juggling can have on non-jugglers when used as an analogy? After all, there are many more important things in life than juggling so why not use what WE love to tackle real issues and events that occur in the general human experience?
I'm sorry, I gotta quit. You guys are going to stop reading my blog if every entry is this long. I will finish this question and attempt to tackle #2 in my next entry. Ed, thanks for the prompt. I love forcing my brain to work.
Posted by Michael
at 5:34 PM EDT
Updated: Sat, Apr 12 2008 6:20 PM EDT